I come across this September 11, 2009 article, “You’re not intelligent enough to marry, bride told” from Mail Online (UK’s news from the Daily Mail), where Scottish Social Services’ banned a woman from getting married as she was “not intelligent enough”

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1212867/Youre-intelligent-marry-bride-told.html#ixzz0Qqu4JaVP

‘Social workers banned a young woman from her own wedding in an extraordinary row over whether she is bright enough to get married. Kerry Robertson, who has mild learning difficulties, was told her wedding was being halted just 48 hours before she was to walk up the aisle with fiancé Mark McDougall. She now faces a psychologist’s assessment to determine if she is too unintelligent to get married.’

A social service is nothing more than power politics, a desire to exploit and be powerful over others. Every social system depends on exploitation. Serving others seems a great virtue, however when you add social in front of that service, it then becomes mischievous.

There is a common belief that social workers are servants for the people. In the country where my body was born (the Former Yugoslavia), I remember my mother and all her friends being very afraid of social workers. They could come at any time and take your children away – for no reason at all. If you expressed a negative comment regarding an authority figure, or joked about the communist party, you could be punished and have your children taken away from you. You became a threat, an unsuitable cancerous part of society. Why is that? You are the property of the state, that’s why. You are owned by society.

When I was eight years old, my aunt told me about a story of the wicked witch who snatched children away from their families and cooked them in a large pot of boiling water full of carrots. I asked her who the wicked witch was and she said it was like a social services worker. In that country where my body was born, in order to serve the people - to be a social worker - you had to belong to the communist party. If you belonged to a certain party, you were not serving the people, you were serving the party.

I lived in England for 10 years, and noticed how the people there were just as scared of social services as the people back in the Former Yugoslavia. One of my friends had a daughter who was five years old and when she injured the area surrounding her vagina; her father was disturbed by the thought of looking at the injury or even taking her to the doctor. When I asked him what the problem was, he said, “If I touch her vagina, she might talk to the other kids or even the teacher in Kindergarten or if I take her to the doctor, he may inform social services, who will immediately inform the police. Either way, I could be accused of sexual abuse.” I asked him why he cared when he knew he wasn’t doing anything wrong and he responded, “I know, but they don’t care. Once you are labeled by the authorities, they can come at any moment and take my daughter away from me.” I asked him what he ended up doing. He said, “I called my wife and asked her to come home immediately from work to look at the injury and take her to the doctor.” I said, “So, your wife came home then?” He said, “Yes, but she did not understand.” He went on to explain that his wife wondered why he had thought this was an emergency when he could have very easily taken care of it himself. He told her he had been afraid to handle the situation on his own. I could not believe what I was hearing. I said to him, “I understand your point, but I still don’t understand why you were – and still are – in fear? What is stopping you from being you? It seems you have an obligation to someone, or something, but to whom? Who is your master? Who is your owner?” After that conversation, he stopped all communication with me. I know why – I had challenged his consciousness.

People are following orders and fulfilling obligations placed upon them by the authorities. People are unconscious. If you are unconscious, you will submit to authority, which ultimately creates slavery. Read more about this topic under ‘Submission to the collective unconsciousness is slavery’,

Just recently, the UK Government introduced an immunization program for teenage girls, to protect them from the sexually transmitted human papillomavirus (HPV) which causes 70 per cent of cervical tumors. They vaccinated two million school girls, and two thousand of these girls suffered suspected ill-effects from this cervical cancer vaccine. Doctors’ reports show that girls of 12 and 13 years of age have experienced convulsions, fever and paralysis after being given this vaccine, which is now being administered in schools as part of an effort to prevent women from developing cancer. Others have suffered nausea, muscle weakness, dizziness and blurred vision, according to a special report drawn up by drug safety watchdogs:
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/health/healthnews/6178045/Two-thousand-schoolgirls-suffer-suspected-ill-effects-from-cervical-cancer-vaccine.html

Society is a disease. Social workers don’t serve the people’s needs; they serve the social needs and their own needs. They cannot exist without doing ‘well’ to someone else; they cannot exist without serving others. We need to wake up and become more mature in consciousness. Society doesn’t exist; it is just a consensus reality which means we are all indoctrinated to believe in it, we all unconsciously agree to its existence. Individuals do exist, and only individuals exist. God is individual - the Oneness. The Oneness is expressing itself through the infinite pieces, and every single individual piece - in its own individual divine right and freedom - acts as the Oneness. We are all God. No social justice, social revolution or social service can replace the individual divinity.

How does the motto, “My work is to serve”, sound to you? This motto is full of arrogance: “I am serving you for your own sake” or in other words, “In serving you, I am saying that you are not intelligent, so trust me”.

Before you start serving anyone else, be absolutely humble. How can you serve anyone else unless you attain your own inner consciousness, your own inner being first? If you own your inner light, you will shine with love and compassion. You will help the person to educate his own being. Education means to draw out your essence, intelligence, love and your consciousness. You will help the person to be free, to be an individual. If you do not own your own ‘inner light’ you will create chaos, you will indoctrinate people. If you have a light within, naturally you will share it with the whole existence, but if you don’t, how can you share that which you don’t have?

When you eliminate society, the service will still exist. But that service will come from love - to love. Society cannot teach you love, it can only teach you fear. Fear can only serve fear. The ego-mind can only serve the ego-mind. In serving society, you are serving fear; you are possessed by the social ego-mind. You are not, however, your social-mind. You are divine. You can only serve your divine One Self, you can only serve your individual love and compassion, and then you can share it with others. That is real service. Sharing is the only service you can give to the world. Service, without society, is transformational. In service to love, there is no conflict, chaos, orders, submissions, obligations or duties; there is only love and freedom. If the person you are serving wishes to attain his/her own inner consciousness, their own inner divine light, they have every right to do so. If a person does not wish to open to their being, you have to respect this, for this person is the oneness wanting to experience limitation.

And, who are you to tell people that they are not intelligent? Society does not like intelligence - it likes intellect - it likes the mind. That is why the current education system is really just indoctrination, a suppression of our intelligence. Do you know your center? Intelligence is something that comes when you drop your intellect, your ego-mind. If you are really intelligent, you will put your mind where you put your shoes. The mind is just an instrument to be used, but not to be used by it.

If you are responding to your own inner consciousness, your being, you will discover love and compassion, and that is intelligence. If you are not aware of your love and compassion, you are not intelligent. You might be well educated, knowledgeable, popular, rich, respected and powerful, but if you are not aware of your own divine oneness in your being, then you are an ignorant individual.

A stupid person will say, “I know”; whereas an intelligent person will say, “I don’t know”. Do you see the difference? Move your attention to your own being. Acknowledge when you don’t know something. You are the unknown. The existence is unknown. The moment now is unknown. God is unknown. Pay attention to your inner unknown. The intelligence is diving with full consciousness into the unknown - with respect, gratitude,  love and trust - with the fullness of your being. There is a transcendence of both the known and the unknown, where only stillness and silence prevails. That stillness is enlightenment. You can only attain that stillness in meditation.

Every child is born with intelligence, and almost ninety-nine percent of children lose this intelligence through social ‘education’. It is society that actually creates unintelligence. In fact, the whole education system blocks the flowing nature of no-mind, suppressing consciousness and denying divine existence. Instead of consciousness being divine, it becomes a utility. To be a utility is below dignity.

Intelligent people do not judge, criticize, condemn, punish or reward. An intelligent person does not function out of someone’s orders, ideas, ideals, conditions, obligations or duties – nor do they function out of their past experiences (social, cultural, national or religious past). The individual functions in the present moment of now. He/she does not react from the attached past or projected future, but responds from his/her own inner enlightened being. An intelligent person lives in the right moment of now, allowing his/her own heart to share the bliss of being, for being to being. The intelligent person is very responsive; not forcing anything upon the heart, but just allowing and supporting love and growth. We are all here to celebrate life, to be more blissful, ecstatically creative in celebration and intelligence.

Love is anti-social. When two lovers look into each other’s eyes, they are totally absorbed with one another, and don’t bother with what’s going on in the world around them. They do not follow orders, vote in polling stations or listen to presidents or prime ministers. They merge into each other - singing, dancing, loving - celebrating life. This is very disturbing for the social structure.

I would suggest that every prime minister, politician, judge, policeman, soldier, and social worker learn this meditation and only then - after attaining their being - should they be allowed to serve the people, not before.

Ivan Rados
September 2009

Submission is the secret key to enlightenment. Submission means surrender – to surrender your false-self, your ego-mind, to the divine. You are not forced to do it; it is your own choice. It is your own free consciousness submitting illusions out of love and joy for being, out of your conscious understanding.

The truth cannot be surrounded. How can you submit your being? You can submit all that has been imposed upon you by others, imprinted on you by the unconscious crowd of believers, indoctrinated by society’s institutions, and forced upon you by the slave masters who are causing you to be fearful. If you are afraid of submitting your ego-mind (the compensation for lack of consciousness) to the divine, then you will submit your ego-mind to society’s norms and conditions and you will become a slave. In surrendering your ego-mind to society, you are submitting your consciousness to the darkness. You are splitting your reality into two, setting the stage for projection of constant struggle and conflict between the two sides. This surrender means that someone or something else is commanding you. You will end up either becoming a follower who believes in justice, peace, love and freedom, or become fearful of terrorist attacks, anthrax, global warming, swine flu, the collapse of the economic system, etc., etc. You will swing back and forth from either believing in the collective projection of good or the collective fear of bad. You will never enquire about real love and freedom; you will just become obedient and follow the rules and regulations. This hurts; terribly hurts. This is the basic reason for the general state of global disease, illness, pain, suffering and stress. It hurts your individual being, and most importantly, hurts your inner respect and freedom. This submission is actually suppressed creativity, and it is destructive. With destructiveness, there is a disappearance of the sense of responsibility for your own life. This lack of inner responsibility in submitting the illusion to the real is the most far-reaching consequence of your submission to society, your obedience, and your slavery to authority.

Society teaches submission to authority, which ultimately creates slavery. Every slave is dependent on its master, leader, politician, doctor, priest, teacher, and so on. Slaves are very convenient people. They never create any trouble; they are obedient. Every social system has an ideology, a belief, that the individual has to be sacrificed for the sake of the collective. How many people have sacrificed their lives in wars for the sake of society? For those people, society is all there is, i.e. “What can I do? I have to die.” So many people die protecting their beliefs, or kill to protect their beliefs, or are killed by not changing their beliefs. There is so much bloodshed and killing in this reality as a result of this submission. How many people die due to submitting their ‘being’ to a doctor’s ignorance, guesswork, theory or belief?

While writing this blog, I came across a September 6, 2009 article from The Sunday Times, entitled “Question a doctor and lose your child” http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/life_and_style/health/article6823345.ece

PARENTS are being threatened with having their children taken into care after questioning doctors’ diagnoses or objecting to their medical care.

Cases are emerging across the UK:

The mother of a 13-year-old girl who became partly paralysed after being given a cervical cancer vaccination says social workers have told her the child may be removed if she (the mother) continues to link her condition with the vaccination.

A couple had all six of their children removed from their care after they disputed the necessity of an invasive medical test on their eldest daughter. Doctors, who suspected she might have had a blood disease, called for social services to obtain an emergency protection order, although it was subsequently confirmed that she was not suffering from the condition. The parents were still considered unstable, and all their children were taken from them.

A single mother whose teenage son is terminally ill and confined to a wheelchair has been told he is to become the subject of a care order after she complained that her local authority’s failure to provide bathroom facilities for him has left her struggling to maintain sanitary standards.”

Ask yourself this question, “Can I refuse and resist an order from the authorities to be vaccinated against the swine flu?” Can you refuse and resist any government laws that require you to submit to forced vaccines and drugs. Are you going to comply?

Attachment is the resistance. You are resisting your consciousness to flow freely and express yourself as the divine. Attachment is the fear. The fear is the separation from love. If people are afraid, then they are ready to submit, ready to be slaves. Fear is a psychological process of separation from the real One Self. Saying no to One Self is, in the ego-mind, attachment. The ego-mind is resisting the change. Then, you are no longer responsible - you are leaving it all up to someone else. Attachment is the ignorance. If you are ignorant, you will remain a servant. If you do not know about the inherent divine nature within you, then you will function as a subordinate. Once you know your divinity, you will have a totally different viewpoint. You will be more open, have a clearer perception, and you will not surrender to the objective reality. In fact, you will not surrender to anyone or anything other than the divine. If you do surrender your illusions to the divine, then you will be free, you will be enlightened.

Ignorance means to ignore the truth; it means to live a lie. You are the truth, so ignorance does not know your real nature. Forced submission to any social, political, or military authority is to destroy the human dignity, to cut the roots from within you so you don’t question or exercise your freedom, individuality or consciousness. This submission has always been done in conjunction with ignorance. When you are afraid, lost and trembling inside, you have lost your own ability to trust or to change your situation. You have ignored that which has always been present in you - your natural, existential One Self. Miserable people are always ready to obey, ready to fall into anyone’s mad trap. Miserable people are ignorant.

You can submit to society or you can rebel, however you will still remain controlled by society. Submission-resistance, or obedience-disobedience, is the same part of a duality that is controlled by the collective unconsciousness. Authority can force you into submission, it can create a robot, make you a slave, but it cannot win your heart. Submit all illusions to your heart and you will be able to surrender in love. Surrendering without love is to surrender out of your fear. Love is divine. Fear is the separation from the oneness. Fear is the ego-mind. Surrender the ego-mind to the oneness and you will be free, you will be love. Love is enlightenment.

In order to be an individual, to be a free being, you have to follow your own nature - you have to come into a deep accordance with existence and become in tune with your wholeness. The only way to attain that oneness is through awareness. Do not submit yourself to anyone or anything, do not fight, do not resist. Submit everything you are attached to, and surrender everything that comes and goes, to your heart. That is real surrender. The heart will dissolve it. Love will come. Love is readiness to merge with the existence, readiness to be the oneness. Your obstacles, fences, attachments, identifications, possessiveness, resistance, suppression, misery, disease, suffering, your unconsciousness, will all dissolve. All that you are attached to is just an illusion. Submit your attachments, and your illusions to the heart and the divine will bless you with infinite bliss.

Ivan Rados
September 2009

My physical body was born in the former Yugoslavia in 1962, but not me. I was never born and I will never die. I have a relationship with my body, but not with the place where my body was born. The country known as Yugoslavia was a Fairyland, Fantasyland, Castle in the Sky;  a Utopia of whimsical vision that was created by geo-political, socio-engineers from dark corners of the sociopath collective mind. We can call this collective mind, ‘social collective unconsciousness’, ‘reptilian ego-mind’, or the ‘illuminati social order’.  This country collapsed from inside forces that were controlling it by New World Order puppets that created the country in the first place. At that time, I started to awaken to my bodilessness. I disconnected from physical abstractions, society patterning, and consequently started disconnecting from my past unconscious patterns. I came to realize that no system can be true to reality. All systems are just fabrications of the collective mind, its thoughts, ideas, theories, belief systems, verbalizations, interpretations, repetitions, memories and projections. That’s how every system is born, the pathology of the ego-mind needs to repeat the same known reality, and control that reality eternally.

Now that I know I am not my social mind, my collective ego-mind, and I am not my body, I now know who I am. I am nothing and I am nobody! Society has nothing to do with my being; they did not create my being.  My physical father and mother did not give birth to my being; I have been since the beginning of time, and I will be after the end of time (if there is any beginning or any end). Even to say that ‘I am’ is to be some-thing and some-body. The Infinite Consciousness IS! The consciousness in my being was not born in Yugoslavia, or in the physical body called Ivan Rados. The physical body of Ivan Rados was born in the Infinite Consciousness. The Infinite Consciousness is expressing itself in individual experiences of being Ivan Rados. The physical birth through my mother and my father was not the birth of ‘my’ consciousness. The physical birth was just a necessity, a requirement to provide a possibility of giving real birth to One-self. The real birth is out of the social ego-mind and all its imprints, structures, thoughts and attachments. Thinking was borrowed by others. It knows nothing beyond birth and death. The mind exists between birth and death. That means, in order to give One-Self a real birth, the consciousness has to go beyond all mind.
 
Since as far back as I can remember, when I was in my child body, I used to twist my right ankle one several times a month. I was very independent and quite a wild child.  I would spend all day long out in the wilderness near our home, running free, climbing trees, playing in the rain, getting dirty, and not having a care in the world whatsoever. The twisted ankle did not bother me at all.  Sometimes, I would stay at home for a few days so my swollen ankle could heal.  My grandma would slice an onion, sprinkle salt on it and apply this onion to my ankle.  After a day or so, I would be ready to get back into jumping over rocks again. That twisted ankle continued to create a problem into my adulthood.

In 1992, the war broke out in Yugoslavia. That very same year, I moved my physical body to Leeds, England. How did this come about?  One month before the war broke out, I received an intuitive signal that the collapse of an artificial system would soon be taking place, and that I would have to act Now and leave the country. I wanted to go somewhere; anywhere, it didn’t matter where.  My mind was very optimistic though and wanted me to stay. It kept reminding me of my family, friends, reputation and  respect I had gained in the community, along with all the possessions I owned. The main argument with the mind was, ‘If I move somewhere else, I will have to start over again from the beginning’.  My intuition to change, however, was stronger than my intellectual, logical and rational attachments.

In England, the twisting of my right ankle continued, even while walking on flat surfaces. I visited a few podiatrists, osteopaths and other specialists. After many examinations, the medical experts could still not find anything wrong. The only recommendation I received from the specialists was, ‘Be more careful when walking’, which means ‘Be in fear’. One doctor asked me, ‘Why do you twist your ankle?’ I told him, ‘I don’t twist my ankle. I don’t have any control over it. If I had any control over it, then I wouldn’t twist it. I am not a masochist, but my mind is. So, if you say there is nothing wrong physically with my ankle, and I trust your expertise, then it seems that the entire problem is in my mind. You see, I am not my mind, so since I am not twisting my ankle, then the mind is twisting it, right? Why? I have lived in this body for 35 years, and had approx. 100 twists of the ankle per year, so it seems logical that something -or somebody in my mind - doesn’t want me to break the ankle. Maybe it wants me to suffer, or is it reminding me about something I have to be aware of, heal, harmonize, understand, or what? Logically, the mind! There is no one else in my reality, apart from my thoughts. You see, the thoughts are all around, jumping and confusing. I don’t own my mind, it owns me. You have to understand, the mind is not mine; I don’t own it and cannot control it. My mind is collective mind; it controls me. It belongs to collective Yugoslavian mind, and that mind belongs to an international creditors’ mind, and they belong to the Illuminati mind, and the Illuminati mind belongs to the ‘Wizard of Oz’. The great Wizard represents a collective unconsciousness. I don’t have any control over it. It wants to control me. It represents my dysfunctional family, dysfunctional country, my hopelessness, my failures, my frustrations, and my fear.  Do you have any control over your mind, doctor? The collective mind functions through the lowest common denominator. It is an instrument to control my consciousness, and my consciousness is clinging to it. So, I have to do something. What can I do? There is no other way but to disconnect from the mind. But, in order to disconnect, I have to understand the mechanical parts of it, its strengths and its weaknesses’.  I was almost on fire, burning with passion and determination to find out the reason for the frustrating state of my being; the ankle was just another reminder. I must have sounded pretty insane to the poor doctor. He then responded, ‘It seems that there is nothing I can do about your ankle, and neither can you. You have to live with its weakness for the rest of your life. If we had found some physical evidence, we might have found a cure, but in the meantime, I would suggest you seek the help of a psychiatrist or psychologist. The trauma from the war in your country has created bitterness in you’. I gave him a big smile, warm hug and said, ‘You are right, my mind is in madness, and I need to find a cure for it’.

After his visit, I was contemplating what he had said and he was right on one account - trauma. But that trauma was not from the war in my country. I don’t have any country, I did not have one before, and I will never have one afterwards. I did not experience any trauma from the war, because I did not experience one (war). I did not listen to my mind argument which was attempting to induce me to stay and be optimistic. If I had stayed, my life would have taken another road with all kinds of other experiences, and I can only assume they would not have been very pleasant. Then from where did the trauma come from - my childhood? I could not connect the dots between the experiences of my dysfunctional family with the twisting of my right ankle. The more I contemplated it, the more confused I became.  I was lost in thinking. I had to draw the line and stop thinking, to decide to listen to my intuition. My intuition was stronger than the power of the mind. Intuition was telling me that ‘to be an optimist, one would have to gather the energy of pessimism:  be open, receptive, without any belief systems or logical conclusions.’  I sensed the trauma was imprinted in my mind from some event, or experience that was stored from the past that I was not aware of. I knew I could not stop thinking, but I could be more attentive and aware. I could witness the thoughts and maybe in between two thoughts, my consciousness could guide me through the intuition and heal me. Consequently, the only solution would be to witness consciousness and patiently wait.

Then, I started to have an intuitive urge to go to Egypt, to enter the Kings Chamber in the Kofu Pyramid, and to meditate in front of the Step Pyramid in the Dakar Saqqara Desert. I did not have a clue why I needed to go to Egypt and I also didn’t have the money to travel. I decided to listen to the intuition and wait until the right time arrived. In 2001, I emigrated from Leeds, North England in the U.K. to Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada and continued to twist my ankle.  This time, the ankle was becoming very painful and severely swollen. Almost every month, I would be bed-ridden for 5-6 days or more, and not be able to walk. The urge to go to Egypt started etching deep in my soul, but the ‘right time’ still hadn’t come yet.  On May 29, 2005, during my usual morning meditation, I received the message from One-Self, ‘there is no future. The right time is right NOW”. I opened my eyes with a revelation. What am I waiting for? I have to go NOW. The moment I come to the realization that the mechanical ticking clock is the mind stopping me to follow my intuition; everything started happening so fast, easily and effortlessly, in miraculous flow in the moment.  Then, in September 2005, I was in Egypt for 12 days. I entered the Kings Chamber, went to the most important temples along the Nile River, and had a stunning journey.  This does not compare, however, to the dazzling vision I had while meditating in front of the Step Pyramid in the Saqqara Desert. In that vivid inner revelation, I saw myself walking with the help of two sticks, having broken the right ankle. Actually, the ankle had been injured by a sword from a drunken Macedonia soldier. I was a High Priest in the turbulent and troublesome times which was just on the verge of the collapse of the last Dynasty, as part of the Old Kingdom. The kings ruled from Memphis, since their pyramids were placed at Saqqara. In approximately 332 BC, the Macedonian empire expanded into Egypt with the arrival of Alexander the Great, and known Egypt was death. In that vision, I lived my entire life in Memphis in fast forward motion, witnessing the war, the collapse of the empire and the disintegration of my mind attachments to the ‘sacred’ and ‘holy’ position of High Priest.

I came home from my trip totally intoxicated by the whole experience. I had daily flashbacks and my dreams were flooded with memories of all kinds of relevant and irrelevant details about that past life.  Approximately six or seven months after my journey to Egypt, my beloved Lana, asked me, ‘did you notice something interesting about your ankle?’ I was no longer twisting my right ankle. Today is May 29, 2009 (the same date four years ago, when I received the message that ‘the right time is right now’), and I have not twisted my ankle since. I did not heal my ankle. I healed a big trauma that was stuck in my mind which bothered my body and was stopping my consciousness from being present in the moment. Right now, I don’t see this ’Phantom Memory’ as something negative. This ‘phantom memory’ served the purpose, and I am very grateful for it. It provided me with so many experiences and an understanding about the mechanism of the collective ego-mind, which has helped me to remember my own individual oneness. Even to say that ‘I’ healed the trauma from my previous lifetime in Saqqara stuck in my mind, and this is to give the credit for the healing to my mind. Consciousness is health. Health is total acceptance of All-That-Is. When you are in consciousness, you are automatically allowing, accepting and going through any experiences without mind conclusions or possessiveness. There is no mind to stop the energy flow of the consciousness harmonizing and expanding the being. Therefore, with consciousness, there is no way to experience disharmony, separation, and fragmentation; and consequently, there is no possibility to get stuck in traumas, difficulties, disorders, or diseases.

When the physical death comes, the body is ready to dissolve to the earth, but if the mind is still active, if there is no consciousness in it, if there is only the repetitive, known, and familiar thoughts, then the mind is still dominant over being. If the mind content is still obstructing the consciousness, then that same mind will come back again in the same 3D reality. The mind will incarnate again, creating the same situations, the same circumstances, the same experiences to claim the ownership.  The mind is a library of knowledge, experiences, dreams, desires and memories. In the event of the body death, the mind will choose another womb to continue where it stops with the death of the previous body. Every child in a mother’s womb is blissful, but the child is unaware of it. For nine months the consciousness is resting from traumatic experiences from previous lifetimes, doing nothing. Consciousness is a potential, waiting for the opportunity to actualize itself. For nine months, in a mother’s womb, consciousness is in total rest, relaxation, never wanting or lacking anything. All was provided for the existence, represented by a natural urge of the mother to care for the baby. And, suddenly, the first trauma appears; the mind opens its eyes and clings to the physical mother and secondly to itself. The ego-mind was born again. The rebirth is of the mind, the same reality of the time and the space.  From the womb up until now, the mind develops its ego to the original state it had before it left the previous body. The ego-mind carried within its being the layers and layers of personalities, all created by the collective mind. We have grown, but the past, the experiences, and the memories have not disappeared.  They are hidden, not only in the mind but even in the body. The mind cannot exist without the body.

In India, they burn the body so that the mind is not able to enter into the old body. The mind is always clinging to the old and is in fear of the new.  Therefore, if you burn the body, the mind has to choose a new fresh body, and not be a zombie. Only the bodies of enlightened souls are not burned in India. They are preserved in a special grave called a Samadhi. This is the same word they use to describe enlightenment.  A Preserved enlightened body functions as a medium, so people who require help can be in contact with enlightened souls melted into the whole. 

We can separate our body into four layers. The first body is the dense, physical body. The second is the vital, more subtle body made of electricity, of energy. The third body is a more subtle psychic body, the mind. The fourth is the final, the subtlest of all, the consciousness. The fourth layer is not a layer, but an infinite aspect of nothingness, so there is no-body to obstruct its infinity. The whole point of indoctrination (called Education) is to socially engineer society, and control the consciousness by placing the third body, the mind, in between the first and second body, between the physical and electrical. The real nature of the mind is to be open, fluid, unobstructed, a hollow bamboo for the consciousness to go through.  To experience itself in infinite possibilities through energy, allowing and accepting the physical manifestation of the existence and to come back to itself, to nothingness - from the psychical, through to an energetic empty mind, to the whole. The mind is in ignorance, in repression of the fourth, the consciousness, clogging the entrance with clouds of thoughts, images, impressions, desires, and attachments, therefore the light cannot go through.  Consequently, the whole point of social engineering is to stop the consciousness flowing in the free mind, and create a clinging to the psychical. That is the story of Lucifer who wanted to be God in service of self.  With the consciousness, the whole social conditioning and control would collapse. As a result, God did not create reincarnation, the Lucifer unconsciousness, the ‘Wizard of Oz’, the social collective mind created it. The mind carries the blueprint for the physical. While dying, or even before, we are already planning where to go, and what to do. We already have big plans for the next life. The fantasy in the mind is working fully. God did not push you to enter the womb, it was your decision.

I trust my intuition unconditionally. Intuitive knowingness is always before doubting thoughts. It is a bridge between individual consciousness and Infinite Consciousness, or the lower self and the higher One-Self. Intuition is always infallible; it always directs us in the right course of action in being. ‘Tuition’ means somebody else is giving you information; intuition means there is nobody to give you anything. It is growing within consciousness. And, because it was not given to you by anybody, there is no way you can explain it or put it into words. Once you put the intuition into words, it is not consciousness but calculative ego-mind. For months and months, I was trying to explain the healing of my ankle with logic, with my rational mind, but my intuition proved to me that the healing was beyond all logic, explanation or reasoning. It was a miracle of ordinary divine existence. It was consciousness itself!

If you look at the world and feel that everything is the same, it shows that you have an old mind, you are just a zombie. It is not a question of the world being old; the mirror is the question. If the mirror is clear, then the world is fresh and new.  If the mirror is dusty or foggy, then there is a distorted vision, and how can the world be an exciting place to be?

Health.  It’s All about Consciousness.

We are all largely unaware of the tremendous force, even more powerful than any known energy, contained within each one of us. As long as this powerful inner energy lies undiscovered, our life is meant to remain fragmented, meaningless, and purposeless, we will remain to be the victims to our mental/emotional/physical stresses, depressions and diseases.

Every exploration of the human conditioning is leading to self-discovery, and its results are verifiable through our own observation and experience. We each possess within ourselves all the answers to our own existential questions and problems. No matter how confused, distorted, ill, or deluded we may be, we all hold the infinite potential to live our lives fully and infinitely healthy.

The underlying and essential existential nature of our being is health.

The words ‘holism’, ‘healing’, ‘holy’ come from the word ‘whole’.  To be healed means to be the Whole.  It means to be in touch with one’s own multidimensionality and interconnectedness. To be healthy means to experience One-Self as part of the Whole, the Infinite Consciousness, and the Infinite Oneness.  To be unhealthy means to be disconnected from the Whole; to experience One-Self as being separate and linear.

Everybody is born with possibility to remain healthy and happy, but something is missing and everybody becomes unhealthy and unhappy. Health is natural, illness is unnatural. Illness is an indication that you are separated from your existential nature. Disease is a state of uneasiness and imbalance. Whenever you find yourself with disease, that means you are doing something unnatural to create it. Unnatural means the balance with the Whole is lost; you have been diverted from your natural flow. Every obstacle is obstructing your natural, healthy flow. The mind is disease, obstructing and suppressing consciousness. Your Infinite Consciousness is health. Health is natural process of your being. Health will arise out of the removal of the disease. When you remove the rock blocking the spring flow, the spring will start flowing again. Health is not in rock, the rock was blocking the flow of health. The mind is blocking the flow of health in this very moment now.

The temporary afflictions of body and mind, and the confusion, stress and suffering they cause, can temporarily shadow and obscure the fundamentally clear and natural flow of the Infinite Health within. Whatever we see in our reality is nothing more than our projection coming from our own definition of inner self, imprinted or borrowed from others in order to experience limitations and learn. We are all learning about One-Self. When we uncover and make contact with this essentially pure nature of One-Self, and when we have developed an inexhaustible source of inner love and compassion to it, we can then see the reflection of this purity in everything and everybody; we can then see and experience the flow of health in our reality. But if we have not uncovered and not contacted the quality of health within One-Self, we will see and experience Self, not as One, but as separate, and we will see ourselves and everything and everybody else as limited and in diseases.

We are all infinitely healthy in this moment now.

The Infinite Health is within the Being. You cannot find or create the health; it is not outside of you. Health is inside of your being. You have to be One-Self in order to be Health. But we are all choosing to experience the limitations and disease, we are all choosing to separate the One from the Self,  in order to learn and experience, in order to Re-member and expand our real existential nature.

The ultimate goal of our individual evolution is to experience the fulfillment in infinite health and enlightenment. The infinite health can be achieved by everyone, when all the illusions - stress, greed, hatred, ignorance, diseases, and unconsciousness - presently obscuring and existing in our mind have been completely accepted and consequently disconnected from One-Self. When you remove the rock, the spring will flow. The ultimate goal is complete fulfillment of full awakening. The full awakening is characterized by clarity of perception, unlimited knowingness, unconditional compassion, and infinite flowing health from you, through you to you and consequently to others. When you are health, you will vibrate health to others.

The path of fulfillment is the healing process of cleansing our mind as the only source of all misery, illnesses, diseases and suffering; of all its faults, delusions, projections, separations and limitations and developing in their place the qualities of emptiness as love and compassion.

Health is not somewhere in the future or somewhere in distance hidden that you have to travel and find it. Health is waiting in each and every one of us, to acknowledge, accept and be. Health is in moment of now. That is where the Existence IS. Health is your existential nature, your being and your Infinite Consciousness. The Infinite Consciousness is the moment of now. You can only be health now. To be Infinite Health, now, depends on the choice you make, now. There is only one choice. That choice is TO BE. Not to be is not your choice, it is a choice imposed by others. But we are all burdened with misconceptions and limitations imposed by early perceptual concepts, imprints and beliefs in linear and 3D consensus reality, and we don’t know what choice to make. We are all separated from now, and consequently are in conflict with One-Self, others and Existence. We are all blocking the flow of Existence by placing the rocks in others, and others are allowing rocks to block the flow of health within. That is the reason for diseases.

Each one of us is a perfect union of the Infinite Energy of Oneness in this moment now, whether you are aware of that or not. Everything we need in order to be health is already in this very moment right now. It is simply a matter of allowing, accepting and going through with everything we experience in order to expand our consciousness and re-connect to Infinite Health in the infinite moment now. It is simply matter of removing matter in order TO BE.

THE INFINITE CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE WHOLE EXISTENCE

The Infinity is the Existence expressing It-Self through the Consciousness Infinitely. The Infinite Consciousness is experiencing the Existence in Infinite Life. We are all the Existence, individually experiencing the infinite possibilities in One Life and sharing It with our Consciousness. One Life has many expressions of Infinite Existence and every expression is the right One. Every Consciousness is right, because it is coming from One source of All That Is, the Oneness.

We are all responsible for our individual Existence and consequently for the Whole. We are all together to hold Our-Selves responsible for our own Consciousness, and the content it holds, and the energy it transmits. We are all together as the Oneness to be creative and meditative. To radiate a sphere of influence. To affect not only those we call immediate family, but also rippling out to influence our reality and all beings in it, and all other realities in Existence..

You are an inseparable part of the Oneness and the Oneness always unquestionably shares. The sharing is the quality of your being. The more you share something, the more this grows within you. Be afraid of sharing; be in the energy of possessiveness and the Infinite Energy of Oneness will start shrinking, and cutting the connection.

The Whole loves you infinitely, and if you decide to be separated, the Infinity has to listen and relate with respect. The existence is Oneness, it moves infinitely and gives unconditionally to everyone, to everything equally. The Law of One is sharing infinitely through the Unified Energy Field.

The Law of One is the Unified Energy Field in constant flow of all visible and invisible energies from all levels of this reality and all other realities, all dimensions and all densities in this moment of now. The Unified Energy Field is the expression of ‘the Infinite Energy of Oneness’, in all directions, sharing to all and expanding through the Whole. This is the field of all possibilities. The One Energy is available to you any moment by virtue of your existence.

Oneness contains all the pieces and all the parts.  On the periphery of the Existence are the many.  Within the centre, the many begin to dissolve and Oneness. At the centre, all the pieces and parts – everything and no-thing – become One.  The world contains many.  Your being is both everything and no-thing. Your being is the One.The One Is The All, And The All Are The One.

From our limited perception, we see the world and our being as two different states.  The mind thinks in an either/or fashion, it creates division.  The mind cannot exist without duality.  It needs to separate Oneness.  The whole point of meditation is to understand the process of how our mind functions.  When you are aware of the mechanism of your mind, you will realize what Oneness is, what health is.  Without the mind, there is no barrier between your being and the Oneness.

Oneness cannot be existential, because it doesn’t contain non-existence.  Oneness cannot be bliss, because it doesn’t contain misery.  Oneness cannot be consciousness, because it doesn’t contain unconsciousness.  Oneness is not any of these; but it is all of these – and even more.  To define Oneness is useless.  We would have to use opposites and Oneness transcends opposites.  Behind all duality is the Oneness of BEING, the Infinite Whole.  To attain Oneness, duality has to be dropped.  “I can exist only in my separation, but I am no longer separated. Be IN the world, but not OF the world. Therefore, if I am no longer separated, I am not, only Oneness IS”.

We are called human being. Human stands for nature and being stands for Consciousness. Like a lotus plant, trusting its own Existence and opening its seed in total darkness of the mood, rising up, growing and trusting its nature, and finally expressing It-Self as a lotus flower. Lotus flower is experiencing life in full life-force as the Whole Existence.

We all have the possibility to move from our animal kingdom to our full fulfillment - the Being. The Being is the Whole Existence.

We are all together in this journey called One Life. We all have individual Consciousness and every individual Consciousness is the One Infinite Consciousness. We all share the same One Life and the same Existence. We are all experiencing the Oneness with-in our Consciousness. Lets us all learn from each other in our One Journey called One Life, aligning One-Self with the Infinite Universe and start living a balanced, Conscious and infinite One Life.

Let go.
Do nothing.
Be aware.
Don’t resist.
Everything will change.
It always does.

Ivan Rados

Close your eyes.
Feel your body.
Breathe slowly and evenly.
Look inside with your total consciousness.
Go deeper and deeper inside your inner being, your centre.
Your centre is the centre of the existence.
Your centre is Oneness.
Acknowledge that centre. Accept that centre. Be that centre.
The centre of the existence is now. Only now is real, everything else is illusion.
You are the witness of the infinite now.
Witness your body, your mind, your emotions, your feelings.
Witness the witness and dissolve.
There is only eternal Oneness, everything else is changing, transforming into something else. Only Oneness remains in the eternal moment, now.
Be the Oneness.
Remember the witness when you open your eyes, and don’t leave Oneness behind.
The Oneness is stillness and silence. Silence is your home. Take it everywhere where you go.
Be the witness and silence will follow you everywhere.
Live your life and take care of nothing.

Ivan Rados - The Infinite Consciousness Meditation

Meditation on emptiness/nothingness means to meditate ‘without content’. To our mind, emptiness appears like death. The mind fears death, and so it will fill up with thoughts, images, dreams, illusions – anything at all. In your centre, you are no-thingness. You are an infinitely blissful and joyful space of silence. You are neither the body nor the mind. You are Infinite Consciousness. Meditation is the process of taking away all objects which are ‘objecting’ you. It is emptying the content which you hold inside.

When you meditate on emptiness/nothingness, you will live a true life; you will enjoy it, love it, and be it. You will be able to carry that emptiness with you, everywhere. There will no longer be thoughts about the self and others; no contemplation around situations; no concentration on specific objects – only awareness. If you are walking, there is only walking. If you are sitting, there is only sitting. If you are talking, there is only talking. If you are looking, there is only looking.

At first, it might seem difficult. However, the more you are aware of your chattering mind, and the emptiness beyond, the more effect this meditation will have. Beyond every noise there is only silence. Beyond every object there is only emptiness. You need to see, experience, and sense everything as emptiness – your body, thoughts, people, objects, sensations – everything as being empty. You are always surrounded by emptiness, both on the inside and the outside. Everything is empty; your witnessing creates the fullness. When all attachments disappear, and all your desires are gone – when there is no longer anything to witness – then the witness will become the witness.  When there is nothing left to see, the witness will effortlessly begin to witness itself. When there is nothing left to meditate upon, you are in pure meditation. You are the Infinite Consciousness.

You Cannot Do Meditation; It Is Something You Have To Be.

First, sit down. Eliminate any discomfort, anything which might make the body feel uncomfortable. Remain immobile. If the body is not moving, the mind is not moving. The body and mind are linked together. Notice any stress in your body, particularly in the muscles. They are the body’s shield and usually carry the most tension. Tension in the body comes from tension in the mind. When you relax the body, the mind will relax.

Second, breathe naturally. Then take a really deep breath from the bottom of your lungs, slowly and effortlessly – don’t gasp. Hold it for a couple of seconds, and exhale very, very slowly. Exhale any tension. Breathe this way as many times as you want.

Third, just look. You can open or close your eyes. If you decide to keep your eyes open, then you might look at an empty horizon, or tree, or a wall. If your eyes are closed, then look at the blackness of your interior. Do not direct your attention to anything. Remain receptive, open and aware. If you do this meditate daily, the moment will come when you will witness the one who is witnessing. You will witness the witness and dive into nothingness.

At the beginning, there will be many things to distract you. You will feel sleepy, or you will dream, or think, or feel … Things will happen and the mind will start doubting. It will say, “This is silly. I have so many unfinished things to do. I am just wasting my time. I have to get up and ‘do’ something.” Remember, this meditation is about doing nothing. Don’t be bothered by the mind. Just listen and do nothing.

With Nothing To Do, And Nowhere To Go, You Will Arrive Home.

Meditate, but don’t hold it to yourself.   Meditate. Discover the delight in connecting with your inner self and share this light with others. Don’t hoard this delight. Give it away. Release it. The more you give, the more you will receive. Holding the delight to yourself is selfishness. Delight does not belong to you. You are experiencing it, but it is not yours. It is the energy of the Whole and needs to be released back to the Whole. Everyone and everything is part of this Wholeness. They now need this delight more than you. Express it by giving it compassionately away.

Meditate daily, hourly, infinitely. Take a quiet moment and sit or lie down, or assume any position that will give you comfort and allow you to relax. If you are hyperactive and can’t stand being passive, you can actively bring an internal listening, observing and witnessing awareness to everything you are doing. Do not act unconsciously, in a machine-like manner. Always maintain awareness of yourself. This will still give you the same glimpse of being in the moment as a quiet, “formal” meditation.

Remember, although it is easy to become discouraged, do not give up. Be patient and vigilant at all times.

Ivan Rados - The Infinite Consciousness The Meditation